Move your mind, Move your body, Move your soul.
The full moon energy, combined with the eclipse is bringing in a lot of growth energy. And I feel it. Do you? Things long hovering under the surface are rearing their ugly little heads. The lessons we are here to learn are screaming for our attention.
For me, the last week or so has been about Rejection.
Of all places these days, I am feeling rejected by the yoga community. I say this and laugh to myself because I have experienced feelings of connection and acceptance right alongside those of rejection. And yet, Rejection is what I cling to. Why??
Because the story I hang on to is one of Rejection. Fear that if I show myself to the world, I will be rejected, proving that I am unworthy of love. (Which feeds my story, even though I want to grab hold of the new story!)
I feel lucky to be able to see what is happening so clearly. I feel lonely at times and yet, when people ask me to do things – to socialize and probably be less lonely – I run and hide! I know a lot of this has to do with my introverted nature, but I also think it is ultimately tied to my fear of being rejected for being myself.
So what do I do?
You gotta feel it to heal it.